Before We Disappear

Magical, beautifully written romance has some violence.
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A Lot or a Little?
The parents' guide to what's in this book.
What Parents Need to Know
Parents need to know that Before We Disappear is a YA fantasy romance novel set in the United States of the early 1900s, around the time of the Alaska-Yukon Pacific Exposition, the World's Fair held in Seattle in 1909. The novel is about two 16-year-old boys who are magician's assistants. The magicians they assist are also their caretakers, and one of them is incredibly evil. It will take bravery, wits, and love to better each boy's situation, but with one of the boy's actual magical ability (he can teleport), they might just be able to succeed. Expect some violence throughout. A man keeps a teen boy prisoner, locked up with shackles and ankle chains, sometimes beating him, starving him, and depriving him of sleep. The man also poisons the boy often, forcing him to take "medicine." People get punched, slapped, knocked down, tied up, cut with blades, and assaulted. A story is told of a boy burning to death, whose "skin melted off his face like candle wax." Another story is told of a woman being "beaten with a pistol until she stopped moving." A man tries to shoot a teen. A teen imagines a friend getting his neck slit/cut. Some racist comments toward a Black woman are heard every so often. A young woman is often sexually harassed by a man who won't leave her alone. People scheme, steal, con, and rob for money and fame. Teens drink alcohol one time and get "warm and giddy." A romance develops between the two main characters, and they kiss and hug. Occasional strong language includes "f--k," "f---ing," "bitch," "damn," "bastard," and "hell."
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What's the Story?
In BEFORE WE DISAPPEAR, teen boys Wilhelm and Jack live to assist their adult magician masters. One of the magicians, however, is not a good person. Laszlo is a scary villain who cons, steals, and murders, and he keeps Wilhelm captive. Can the two boys, who have become romantically involved, figure out a way to get rid of Laszlo without consequence? And finally get to be together in more than brief moments?
Is It Any Good?
This turn-of-the-20th-century romance between teen boys is wonderfully refreshing, creative, and fun. With a cool setting, fascinating plot, legitimate danger, and genuine characters, Before We Disappear is a fantastic story. Unlike many queer romance stories set in modern times that find their characters meandering about in their teen or college years starting new jobs, flings, or schools, the action here is in a fresh and unique setting. It feels like a different world (like one in 1909), where people talk differently and there's a palpable sense of a United States that's quite young. This allows the characters to shine, develop, and feel real. While many books in this genre spend great amounts of time inside the heads of the main characters, this one feels like a real novel and not just a series of conversations, expressions of desire, and stream-of-consciousness expositions. Indeed, there's some magic in this novel, and not just in the story.
The romance between Wilhelm and Jack unfortunately feels a little shallow and undeveloped. The two are supposed to have an immediate connection, but this seems to be entirely based on surface-level appearances. Of course, their relationship is affected by the fact that Wilhelm is held prisoner the entire book and Jack can only see Wilhelm at certain times. The depth of their relationship is limited to their occasional and relatively brief encounters. While the novel touches only briefly on racism, sexism, and anti-gay dominant culture, the central problem of the plot retains its weight, severity, and gravity. For some readers, the abuse Wilhelm endures under Laszlo might be too much.
Talk to Your Kids About ...
Families can talk about violence in YA romance books. Did the violence in Before We Disappear feel like too much? How did you feel about a character being trapped, imprisoned, and abused?
If you had a magical ability, what would it be and why?
Do you believe in magic? What is the most amazing magic trick you've ever seen?
Book Details
- Author: Shaun David Hutchinson
- Genre: Romance
- Book type: Fiction
- Publisher: HarperTeen
- Publication date: September 28, 2021
- Publisher's recommended age(s): 14 - 17
- Number of pages: 512
- Available on: Nook, Audiobook (unabridged), Hardback, iBooks, Kindle
- Last updated: February 25, 2022
Our Editors Recommend
For kids who love historical fiction and queer romance
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